NOT to blame, honestly i would like to comment on you instead. Yeah you're better, a little, of course you're not the best am i right? You want some honor titles, announce or make it obvious by yourself, why are you acting such a way that made people around you felt disgusted? You knew it, everybody knew it, but still you do it purposely, and not changing at all. What if i could, the first thing would be a big punch on your left cheek.